Thursday, May 29, 2008

huwwwaaa~!

i woke up from a short and what i wished was a good nap this evening with tears (more like teriak tak ingat) in my eyes...no, i wasn't having the same sagging-fear-bila-tua-kerepot issues Cik Vanilla had after her sleep...

when i think about it now seems silly..but i tell you, i menangis tak hengat tadi!

ok, this is how the dream (or rather nightmare) went (sila maafkan sekiranya tak logik atau banyak holes) :-P

we were at my in-laws place in taman tar...the atmosphere wasn't really merry like before except for two people the - fitr*i and a girl that muka i tak nampak-..they were dressed in baju melayu and kurung kuning yang sangat cantik..i was at one of the sofas, sulking and trying to contain my tears....

sebab tak tahan dgn their kegembiraan, i went up to our room...there, it was beautifully decorated and dengan tiba-tiba i was crying mcam air terjun turun kat tanah tinggi..Fitr*i went up and we were in the room alone...he saw me, with the same smile on his face...

he asked me to iron a kain pelikat he was holding (who really iron kain pelikat yg pakai tidur tu kan?) and i dengan menangis-menangis ni cakap : "suruhlah bini baru iron"...

sambil tu i was throwing all the contents in the almari at him and a suitcase yg tetiba ada atas katil...

i woke up overwhelming with emotions and crying non-stop..terus call Fit*ri and asked :

"Abi sayang ayang kan?" (i'm laughing rite now but masa this call was made, i was sobbing and barely understandable)...

Fitr*i who was at a kedai kopi ke mana ntah (i can hear air as*ia promos dekat background) was caught off guard and then terus ketawa but then control sikit sebab there's obviously a crowd around him...

(hubby likes to tease me whenever i was feeling emotional so that i would forget whatever was making me sad)

this time he can't tease me that much but i know he was covering his mouth so tak ketawa kuat (yes, semua org tau yg dia boleh ketawa really loud ;-P)

"tulah tidur petang lagi...." my husband said sambil ketawa..(later that evening dia cakap i nie pikir bebenda mengarut je..)

after i calmed down, and dah letak telefon hubby terus hantar sms...not teasing me this time... :-D

seriously i don;t know what has come over me..i senang sangat menangis nowdays..! penat sikit nangis, nightmare macam tu jer nangis, menangis over a toaster! (that one you guys kena tanya fitr*i)....

sorry lah cerita mengarut sekejap dalam blog..but i really can't help myself and laugh now..

*****

i'm praying for a friend's health rite now....

Ilan*i, i hope you'll feel better and keluar from IC*U, hospy, soon so that you can see and touch your baby...

6 comments:

vanilla latte said...

obviously, u're under lot of stress la macik. hence the thinking rots & (what i think) 'hilarious' nitemare :) mimpi2 mcm tu semua tu syaitan je tu, betul!

enough of torturing urself (and the little one), lets have hot choc therapy one afternoon k *hugs*

miSs inTerpReted said...

beb...bila pregnant, memang selalu mimpi mengarut. both ayang and i had a fair share of ngarut dreams. heheh. and yes, being emo is part and parcel of berbadan dua. i myself senang sangat kecik hati dengan amir when i was preggie. huhu. take care, k? bila nak pi d'lish?

tank said...

har har har...tu la what i said is true, tidur petang lagi!

Anyway, there's a certain story prior to that teriak event, which was another teriak event...har har har! Stay tune friends and family!

tun fatimah said...

owhh... jangan nangis2 selalu okay...
baby can feel mommy's sadness..
and yes..betul kata miss interpreted.. mimpi ai lagik ngarot2 masa preggie dulu.. cuma i je dah tak ingat.. hihihi

Queen Of The House said...

Oh what a nightmare but you have to remember, orang pregnant MEMANG will have illogical and emotional, very vivid dreams. It is part and parcel of the whole thing.

beautifulLIFE said...

same here! slalu gaks nangis..so i think it's norm being emo when pregnant & mimpi ntahapeapentah..i nangis a lot too!hehehhe..but jgn selalu sgt tau..baby can feel mommy nangis.nnt dia pun sedih.


*praying for ilani too..dia dah balik rumah, jom visit dia & baby?!!